I don’t give a fuck who this pisses off, I don’t give a fuck who disagrees with this, I don’t give a fuck who takes this personally. This is not about creating drama, or getting views, or comments, or recs, or whatever else. In case you haven’t noticed, I haven’t really given much of a fuck about any of that shit lately.
Have you stopped reading yet? Good. That first paragraph was meant to weed out all of the people with sandy vaginas anyway. Now on to what I came here to say. You are fucking up xanga. You are fucking up on a wide scale, and it is starting to become noticeable.
There has always been a bit of a revolving door here. People come and people go everyday. But when active, loyal users start fleeing the coop at a steady rate, it is time to sound the alarm.
I asked a question in the title of this blog;
Would you care if I left xanga?
Let’s be honest here, there are only a handful of people that would really give a shit. I know who those people are for the most part and I appreciate them for it. In turn there are only certain people who I would really hate to see go. With many others I would be a little bummed, but my xanga-life would go on very much unaffected.
In just the past few weeks I have seen three of my very favorite xangans shut down in some form. Others have voiced their disgust with the “community” here either publicly or privately. It seems as though things are getting out of hand.
What’s the problem you may ask? Well in short, the problem is shitty fucking writing.
Lazy writing, redundant writing, hateful writing, unoriginal writing, the list goes on. Yeah fuck it, I’m on my high horse. I didn’t start the Xang-Elitists for nothing.
Look, everyone is entitled to the ocassional clunker. We are not professional writers here. But for goodness sakes have some consideration for your fellow xangans. Do fifty people have to write about the same topic on the same day? Do I have to see fifteen reposts of the Obama/Swine flu joke three days after it originally came out? Do you really think I want to see a friggin chain e-mail posted on your page again? I got that e-mail two weeks ago and it wasn’t funny then! Also quit with all the surveys. Go reactivate your myspace account and do that there. I am so sick of them it’s not even funny.
And if you are going to come at me with one of those cliche “you don’t have to read” or “you write what you want on your page” lines, then kindly turn around, find a nice secluded area, and go fuck yourself.
As for the drama, at least make it interesting. We are fighting over the stupidest things nowadays. It’s like people are going to random blogs just hoping someone says something offensive about them so they can rip them a new asshole and get on the front page. There was recently a huge fight that erupted over burqas. BURQAS!!! For real? Are burqas really that serious?
Look I enjoy a good e-fight as much as the next person, but the key is that it’s a GOOD e-fight. This shit has just been LAME and redundant. You know this e-balls pandemic has reached it’s boiling point when DearRicky is telling his “haters” to “bring it”. Gimme a fucking break!
So xanga, this is why I’ve been immersing myself in the sports website. I use that site to get away from all the BS that’s been running rampant around here. When I log onto this site the inbox sometimes makes me want to vomit in my mouth. It used to be that I only had this sensation maybe once or twice for the whole week. Now it seems to be happening everytime.
Don’t get the wrong idea. I am not one of these people that is going to sit here and tell you I hate you all and then leave in a puff of fury (for three or four days). I love xanga. I’m not going anywhere. There are enough people here who I thoroughly enjoy (like Wherethefishlives, TheBigShowatUD, and saintvi to name a few) to keep me coming back.
However I do find myself caring about this site less and less. My motivation to write has been wavering. Lately I’ve been content reading four or five entries and then focusing on sports. I put alot into my entries and I’ve been feeling like this is more of a give/give relationship than a give/take relationship.
I ain’t having it xanga. I am nobody’s doormat.