I just wanted to take this five minute break I have from work to say thank you to everyone who lent some words of advice or comfort over the past few days. I read through and wanted to respond to each and everyone. I figured this would be the best way to do so.
Many of you gave me a different perspective on dying alone and I appreciate that. You all brought up some very good points. I can assure you, whether I agreed with you or not, seeing things from a different side was very helpful.
My cousin passed away yesterday. I have never been too emotional when people pass away. I always feel guilty about it too. Like I should be more grief stricken. I just feel numb about this whole thing by now. I am sad, but I am not hurting. It is just a part of life to me.
Anyway. Thank you all.